| ha i'm pretty sure i write in this thing once a month now. that's really sad considering how often i used to write on xanga. myspace pretty much did take over. well my nails are a beautiful blood red as i type this. there's no school today so i figured i'd update. i've started to exercise so i can get back into MB shape or perhaps *fingers crossed* captain shape haha. i'll be getting my license soon too. oh & finals are this week for those of you who arent stressing haha. im not really looking forward to next semester. first hour gym is going to suck something awful. well i hope everyone is doing well. kiss the girl |
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| for those of you who still read xanga from time to time... HAVE A WONDERFUL BREAK & A MERRY CHRISTMAS! |
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| well it's been over a month since the last time i posted. marching band has been over for awhile and i have my social life back. it's Christmas time once again. i love Christmas. there's nothing better than sitting by the lit up Christmas tree with all the other lights off and just reminiscing about the year. anyways i hope everyone is doing well. there isn't much new in my life. |
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| So it's pretty much the end of October already. B.O.A. went really well. we placed 8th in finals and there were 51 bands overall who came. It was by far my best performance of the year and quite possibly better than my prelims performance for It's About Time in 2004. I was thinking back to last year about this time and i realize how much is different. A year ago my cat Sugar had just died. it really feels like it wasnt that long ago. i miss him. A year ago a bunch of us had gone to Kriti's party. That night was pretty much where a lot of new things started for everyone. Of course those things arent so new anymore like Doug and Megan's relationship. a month after Kriti's party they began dating because Doug and i didnt work out. They'll be celebrating one year next month. Congrats to them honestly. I don't know. I think i'm worrying too much lately, well i'm always worrying but right now im worrying more than usual. im worrying about my feelings for that one special guy, my friendships, my school work...ugh. i feel exhausted emotionally and physically at the moment. but as of saturday night this season of MB will be over so the physical exhaustion will go away. Im sad about the end of it to be honest. I love seeing all of the MB people and taking trips with them and this marks one more year left for me. these 3 years have really gone by so fast. i guess that's what this whole entry is basically about. Time. There doesnt seem to be enough of it anymore. Not enough time to truly enjoy things or take things in or get things done. Everything just seems to be rushing past me these days. Well i cant say im surprised i mean i dont really have anything exciting to look forward to this year. Meh. i hope everyone is doing well. |
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| yay it's october. i'm excited! october is quite possibly one of my favorite months in the year. im leaving for iowa this weekend and next weekend it's wisconsin and then B.O.A. in missouri. i'm a very busy girl these days but i enjoy it. today was normal. just another boring day at school with many thoughts. MOTK went well and Deb's party on friday was quite fun. and every day i'm given a reason to smile because of a special someone. yay. well i'm off to do other things. take care. *all my love* |
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